23 days till Mexico.
Things have been really up and down with me. And I don't know how I feel about any of it.
A and I have been going back and forth about the whole moving situation. He feels it's better that I move back home and we take things slower. I feel like that would make things worst and I would much rather stay and move forward as is. I really don't know what's going to happen next only because he doesn't seem to be changing his mind about me moving back home and I am not really changing my mind about that either. The sucky part of all this is the timing we are about two weeks away from thanksgiving and about three weeks away from mexico 4 weeks away from my birthday and so forth. So if nothing happens in basically the next two weeks then I really don't know...
